Bila Kewarasan Hanya Mainan

You are where you belong,
but the only thing belong to me is you,
stranded in a place i know little off,
surrounded by those who thinks they know me.

i hate those who know less then they claim,
over selling and then drag others to the bidding,
i'm trying to be nice, trust me i do,
just because the truth is to much for them to bear.
i use to just tell what i feel, when i feel it,
tell me what i'm wrong and ill listen,
but condemn on what is not ill scream.
no filters where i came from and they knew it...
they understand me.
but your world, it would be dreadful,
they are too fragile.

but holding back hurt me,
i want to scream but i kept silent,
being docile is not me but i'm living it,
so please, i need you to be with me,
don't rip the cut, cure it,
i don't want to be singing melody of the cursed,
but i might explode.

this is my stand,
i am my own manipulator,
i hate being manipulate,
i see through most,
don't try me with cheap trick.